In reality, I don’t want you to ignore me, and I don’t want to have to ignore you anymore. It’s really started to sink in that you probably either hate me, or I just fucked up so much that you don’t want anything to do with me. But, I really just want everything to go back to how it was. You and me laughing at everything even if it was the stupidest things. Our petty little arguments. Crying because we’re laughing to hard at something stupid one of us did. Dieing because of cinnamon killing our throats, and making idiotic videos of it. I miss taking random pictures, dressing up all ‘cute’, putting on makeup, and just taking pictures for hours. I miss our walks, our car rides, and just our talks. Honestly, I miss everything about you. I know we’ve had our differences, and I know I’m a pretty shite friend, but seriously, I fucking miss the shit out of you, and I really want to start over, even if it means we can only be kind of friends, I want to at least be able to see you in the hall and know that you don’t hate me and that I can actually smile at you and get some response, or talk to you and not just have one worded conversations that seem rigid. I love you, and I miss you, and I really wish there was something I could do, something I could say to make everything right again. But I know, there’s probably nothing. So, I’m sorry for all of the shit I’ve said, and all of the bullshit posts I’ve made in the past couple of months, but honestly, I just love you, and miss you, and want you back. I’m sorry.